I don't know what else there is to say about this image other than think about it. I always find myself saying things like "I really hate that" or "Oh man I love that" but really do I? There are things I love. like Jesus and my family. I'm not one to hate. Anyways. It's something to think about.

This is life

Last night, I shared my testimony for the first time and I have been on a high ever since. I have never ever felt so encouraged or loved or supported like that. I have been a believer for a long time, but a devoted follower for only a year. I have a past that I am thoroughly ashamed of. It'll effect me for the rest of my life.
I was encouraged by the group of girls that I shared with and I got a lot off my chest that I had been holding in. Of course my testimony and past is all stuff that me and Jesus talk about. But, I had never told anyone the full Katelyn story. It was nice. That's all there is to it. Just nice.
One part of my life that I love to share is my coming-to-Ambrose story. I came here as a believer. I became a follower. It was my fresh start. It was a great fresh start.

I've finally found what gets me fired up. I'm usually a very passive easy going person and I rarely find myself getting fired up about much at all. But this week I realized how important forgiveness is. I'm not talking about God forgiving us when we mess up. I'm talking about when we do something stupid and feel genuinely bad about it and no matter how many times you can say sorry, it just isn't forgiven. Like people who jsut can't let it go or people who bring it up after so long. I'm a forgiving person. When it comes to being let down or hurt, I'm really understanding and tend to drop it and move on. There is no point in holding things like that in my heart when there are so many more important things that need that space. Guilt is a horrible thing for me. A big thing about me is that when I get in trouble, I don't take it well. I get really upset and think way too much into it, and honeslty then only thing I want is for it to go away. Anyways. Chew on that.

2am ramblings

I don't know where my life is going.

"God has this big amazing plan for you. He loves you so much and if you listen closely, he will tell you all about it."

K God, anytime now please. I honestly just need some sort of hint as to where I need to go. I know I can be impatient. Probably a little demanding too. But I'm stuck and I just want to know how to move forward.